Tide Of Change

The last week for me has felt like I have been drowning. I was resisting this tide of change- change that I created, welcomed, celebrated. But then I looked into the change and wanted to run back to familiar- to hide in normal.

I am a big believer that everything happens for a reason. And in my case pushed me to release the resistance and flow with the tide of change.

Then I was listening to Wilderness by Snow Patrol and my computer randomly jumped to this song Don’t Give In – SNOW PATROL

So I listened and then I understood especially when I hear this part.

Don’t give in
Don’t you dare quit so easy
Give all
That you got on the sword
Don’t say
That you won’t live forever
I know, I know

Yes there’s a lot we can
We can learn from this loss
Learn not to let it fall
Bound our years
Don’t fall in love with the
With the way things were
It’ll fuck up your mind
It’ll fuck up your mind

The tide of change is hard when you resist it. You don’t want to keep going. You just want to stop and drown. The tiredness overwhelms. The gasping for the air to cleanse the darkness from your soul.

Then it happened – the universe reminded me of all the reasons why I needed to let go and flow with the tide of change. The loss of the present was in no way comparative to the gains of the change. In one swoop my sense of complacency was taken. It forced me to stay straight into the change.

I know where I am going. I created the change.

The tide is my intuition strong and powerful.

I am ready.

To surrender.

Release my resistance.

To trust me.

I let go.

And flow with my tide of change.

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